Just That...

I'm pissed ok. I'm angry and upset. I am mad. Im mad that I wasted my time trying to do what I felt was right. I'm pissed I opened my self up, gave a piece of me, and opened up to be more than who I've been. I'm upset that I "waited to long" and let things seem like that were not that important that I didnt tell anyone. I'm angry that that you made a choice to be a certain understanding, that you weren't honest, that you hurt me when you promised you wouldn't, and that you let someone else make me out to be something other than who you know me to be. And I'm mad that I thought I knew you, mad that you don't want to talk or see me anymore, mad that you didn't want to try, and mad that you'd let me feel upset, angry, pissed, and mad and not do something to change it. I did it for you. I have to let go, so I forgive. But it is what it is and I don't like it, and that's how I feel...